143: this is an unposted post..

I'm sick today :( Yesterday I had an epiphany in the shower, after the shower I ended up sleeping with wet hair. I guess this sickness is a sort of payment. Anyway, what was my epiphany? I cant really tell for sure how important it is now... it seems so distantly in the past. I feel like I've been reborn into something that is completely different from what I was before. I feel like after solving this "issue" something else comes up in my life that I have to solve, so it sort of feels like I cant just sit around and keep thinking of that which has already passed and been solved?

One of my current issues now is the whole ADDICTION TO JAPANESE STUFF.
Its been 3 years since I was addicted.

Those who want to protect something are weak, but you know, people who dont want to protect anything, no matter how strong they are, won't win in the end.
xxx
Miura Haruma

142: LAN

Yes. Today I went to LAN

Happy chinese new year btw. to all those who celeberate. to all those that dont happy valentines day!

so anyway... I went to LAN! CNY celeberation in school ended at 11 so after that I hung out with Nikki, Krish, Alethea, Charlene, Ryan, Bennett, Yuru, VIkesh and Mccoy. We played counter strike. It's actually really hard. Marcus is the PRO at this (apparently.. I havent seen him play yet.. And if I did I probably wont be able to tell) I didnt book a computer (too scared) so I ended up just taking turns with Charlene (fellow noob) Alethea and Mccoy. I got bored cause the rest started to play Left for dead (nicknamed 4D, i keep forgetting.. so im always like huh?) that was more zombies, so Charlene didnt want to play so I ended up playing Call of duty (which I kicked ass in... since its a solo game..) Then Charlene and Alethea went on facebook then I just ended up behind Bennett the rest of the time watching what he does. (Which is completely fine :D:D)
Then we went to eat at mcdonalds, me and Charlene went to red mango to get frozen yo.
We then met up with the DOTA crew, consisting of Lip, John, Daniel, KW and other people... Daniel KW and John decided to come with us to watch a movie. The movie started much later so we had loads of slack time. We hung out at the basement of cathay (proffessionally avoiding viewing distance of people from my job that has completely forgotten about me and still hasnt paid me...) Everyone borrowed money from me -_-" so a lot of people owe me money on wednesday -_- shit they're never gonna pay me back huh... as in right away -_-... anyway I had loads of fun :D:D so it was worth it. We watched Lightning Theif, whcih wasnt so bad. I got to sit next to Bennett :D:D yay. Everyone was so nice and it really felt like I was part of something :D:D I loved it.

What happened to Anisha?

Janis's birthday

oh yeah.. happy birthday...

xxx
Chinen Yuri