It got me thinking about loads of stuff...
like.. theres this one time when one of them talked to me and was like, this is an anonymous chat and you'll never see me again for the rest of your life so tell me your deepest darkest secret.
i did btw.
and that person just said ok and left the convo.
but then that got me thinking..to that person I'm a stranger as well... and why did they want to know my secret anyway?
and theres the whole thing about being a STRANGER.
no one knows me, no one knows i'm lying, i can be anyone i want to be.
but that goes for them as well.. they can think im a complete idiot for believing whatever crap they say.
at first i just began talking crap like saying random things like I'M A NINJA and see how they reacted.
there was even one time when i talked japanese.
i got so many reactions.
then this got me thinking... on the other side, through all the lies and hidden identities there IS a living thing there.
and that goes for me too! I am a life too! but they dont know that, i mean they do... but they wont know me know me, so if i tell the truth it could still be a lie, and when i lie it might as well be the truth. they'll never know. yet when i type and talk, why do i feel like i still have that feeling, that i cant say it. my secret. or that im scared to show my identity. there is that whole trust issue. like, what if i actually thought this person was friendly, but like... was only pretending?
theres that whole feeling of betrayal as well.
but... its still fun.. like..
once i got used to the whole system i started saying motivational things like THIS IS IT. THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO GO FOR IT!
or THIS IS YOUR SLAP IN THE FACE. GO FOR IT!
And then I'll quickly exit so they dont have to reply. hopefully it cheered people up.
then it got me thinking... like i wanna hear peoples voices.
so i asked them things like what is the thing you love most in your life?
some people said things like, music, friends, family. (one even said photography!)
then there are those who are random and go DINASAURS
then there are the rude ones that go , I get to fuck
and then there are those who are just easy going and say; the fact that you came into it :D or everything :)
its so interesting.... that there are these lives we are unaware of. they are there! just, unnoticed they live they're path in the world they see.
one of the replies i got was i dont believe in love.
i hope i was able to change that persons life.
I want to use this to help change peoples life!
imagine... its like.. fate we met..
i mean apart from those rude bastards that just go on to find a lame way to get laid and fuck on the net. but STILL its fate we met!
this is one of the best things ive found my whole life!
i get to meet people without really meeting them!
i met so much nice people :):):)
it sucks that as soon as i close that window, theres no way to meet them again.
xxx
Maki Horikita
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